Valentine's day makes me depressed. Not because of my lack of a male partner (I really couldn't care less about that) but because of those I love.
3 years ago today my granddaddy died from lung cancer. Then Nana died 5 months later from a broken heart and Alzheimer's... It was a very, very rough time for my family.
A few minutes ago my other grandmother called to tell me that my granddad isn't doing well. In addition to his heart problems and inconsistent blood pressure, the stomachs virus is leaving him very weak. I pray that he isn't getting sick for the last time...
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This day of frivolous romance is just another painful reminder of how short life is. So love freely today. It could be someone's last.
<3jen