old writings

I've been cleaning out a lot lately. REALLY cleaning. Throwing away bags and bags of things and keeping only what i really need or want.
anyways.
i stumbled across these notes i had written back when I was frustrated with church, God and everyone in general. There is so much hate, so much hurt, but so raw that I thought i'd share in the hopes that you might look around and notice someone else who hurts as much now as I did back then.