Struggle day

Today has been a struggle day. And I don't really know why... All I did today was read, work out, take pictures, and be lazy. But Satan was working hard to kill my positiveness. 

I have an interview tomorrow morning at a preschool/daycare for a part-time summer hire. At least I hope it's part-time. All these last minute worries are choking me down. 

I just want everyone to be proud of me. And like me. And want to be around me! I spend more time with people here then I did at school, but it's mainly family.. Those who are forced to love me. 

I've gotta get out of this hole of self-pity and be the beautiful, friendly girl God made me. It's just so dang hard sometimes. 

<3jen