a difference?

maybe.

life doesn’t seem quite so horrible anymore. all the bad seemed to outweigh the good, but now, not so much. i mean, yeah, i still don’t really WANT to live on the earth for forever, but then again, who does? and we aren’t supposed to want to live on earth. this world is not my home? yeah.. i thought so.

so i guess, yes. i can tell a difference with this medicine. not a “OH MY GOODNESS LIFE IS WONDERFUL!!” difference, but a difference enough where I feel like there's hope that my depression wont be stuck with me forever and ever amen..

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Holy COW, is it really four days until Christmas ALREADY?! that’s insane.. i think our whole household will rejoice when Christmas is over though.. i imagine that it’s gonna be a really tough next few days, what with missing grandparents and such.. prayers would be appreciated.

<3jen