the last time i had a personal blog, i thought it screwed up my life. i talked about being suicidal and my low self-esteem. and my sister found my blog. and told my parents. who freaked out. i hated blogs from then on.
then i started journaling. and texting people. and my parents found out that I had picked a date to kill myself. and they decided to take action.
that was thanksgiving. three weeks ago.
i’ve been to three counseling sessions and have been taking medication for two weeks since then. at the moment I haven’t noticed any changes in the depression. well, i take that back. life seems a little bit brighter, not quite so terrible and pointless.
my parents have been very supportive, despite my uncooperativeness at times. and i’m very grateful that they haven’t given up on me and still love me unconditionally. Thanks, Mom & Dad. I love you.
what’s the point of this blog? to share my journey of getting better. cause I’m gonna. this depression isn’t gonna get me. i will conquer this. but prayers would be greatly appreciated.
<3jen
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